thoughts that make me smile..

Thursday, May 28, 2009

I could never stand polygamy or worst, adultery. I don't mean to be paranoid but I can never accept the probability of it happening and the fact that it is really happening in real life. How could someone have the heart to betray your loved one and result in doing such a thing. It's just insane and inhumane.

I always end up watching shows that revolves around either one of these issues. Yes, i think it is an issue. An extremely disturbing one. An innocent pregnant woman who was presumed to have an affair with another man was kicked out from the house when it wasn't true. As usual, Men will take advantage of this situation. Her husband got drunk and slept with another woman. Sure, it wasn't his fault because he was both miserable and drunk and wasn't sound - it was out of his reach perhaps. Still, it happened. And how could you let yourself be involved in such circumstances! And later on in the show, after pouring out his guilt and confessing to his wife, he actually did it again. WITH THE SAME WOMAN.

Now, that's something you should really look into, that ungrateful beast. After being forgiven, he actually did it again, the vast difference this time is he was perfectly SANE.

The issue here is, if you are desperate for sex and you can't have it because your wife is pregnant, at least, THINK OF WHAT YOU DID TO YOUR WIFE. You are responsible for her pregnancy. Don't be a selfish animal and sleep around like nobody's business! Seriously, has the world gone mad!

And although, my religion actually allows polygamy. I can't stand how some people are actually implying it, portraying self-centeredness. Polygamy is not a tool. Not a tool for satisfaction or weapon to defeat your enemies. It is not a field to play on. It is as simple as marriage and since it involves marriages, you have to be both responsible and sincere. Being Responsible and Ready, the man has to face the challenge of handling two or more households. The woman has to be sincere in accepting her fate. Most importantly, both parties have to be Committed and LOYAL. I pray for fairness and the rights of women. It's painful to see such treatment given to women regarding this matters. Although it can't be seen, it really affects them emotionally and mentally.

Sometimes to talk and express helps one to calm your nerves and just relax..
Sometimes prayers do the job too, cause you know you're not alone and God is listening..
MasyaAllah, does it feel good to express via blogging or what! (:

I am thankful for being one of the few people who are considered fortunate. Being given the chance to equip ourselves with the Islamic knowledge and practise that is both important and essential presently and hereafter, helps a lot. In fact, every single practise and pillars of Islam that is supposed to be done and fulfilled help us in so many ways. I believe prayers actually help us to stay healthy, stronger and to persevere mentally and physically all the way.. last Sunday, for Aqidah; belief, Ustazah touched on a principle that is both helpful and effective for life. I have added in a few attitudes in the equation and since, mid-sem is next week, I have tried to my fullest effort so as to comply (:

Optimism + Faith + Confidence + Hard work + Constant PRAYERS = SUCCESS!

you have my heart for the longest time ever..
thus, who could possibly replace you; not any fellow ..
not even Zac efron, Kris allen or even a Jonas Brother.
fiq, you're definitely my one and only romeo! (:

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Loving you is worth everything to me..

I want the best for the both of us. I want us to be committed and serious in everything we do and realise that everything we're supposed to obtain now will bound to support our happiness and love. I have faith in this relationship that we've withstand for years. You are unique and different in your special ways. And i would like you to know that, both of us, in fact everyone is going the same direction but we're taking all different sorts of routes to get there. We might be taking totally distinctive routes but we'll still meet when we've reached Our Destination. That's one thing to be sure of (:

We're doing well, and I'm happy about it. I believe together, we'll constantly excel and succeed in life. InsyaALLAH

Today's religious class was splendid. I was beginning to give up and prepare to fail Arab but when there's this aura of brilliance in me after i managed to answer this simple Arabic question in class, i was like hey, I'm not that bad after all. So, I've decided to really buck up and improve on Arabic. If there's a will, there's a way!

Went to school to finish up slides for Contract Law Presentation. Everything was a brisk. After presenting our slides to one another, We ended up chatting about The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons and interesting CDSs as well as past results which even brought us to discuss about PSLE.. it was both engaging and fun. And i have to highlight this important news for the day. ASHVIN DOES NOT KNOW WHO IS KRIS ALLEN AND WHAT IS THE MEANING OF JIAYOU! Half of the time, he was the reason why we laughed during the meeting. It was fun having him around!

Ok, back to revising!

Friday, May 22, 2009

"One look, you are a person of.. good character.."
those words are still in my head.

".. good things should be recognised too.."
there's something in him that i look up to, the support he gives and the optimism that inspires..

Who would ever know that these words could make me so strong..
A person who gives you advise and constant encouragements even if it's only for that moment of time can somehow push you further in life, a step closer to success.

This week has been a hectic and chaotic period for me!
Even so, it was a worthwhile experience and I've met lots of really significant and fun people throughout the process. There were times when I was confused and felt not in place but i believe everything would turn out Ok. But then again, like a perfectionist would say, Ok is not good enough..

But time will heal. I believe.
Sue's never going to regret because she's doing herself a favour.

Mid-sem is around the corner. I hope the constant presence, participation and doing of tutorials help! Because I've done just that. hahaaa. Yes, yes. I've been revising alright. But only on Family Law. Cause I'm simply loving it. When studying it, there's this vibe of satisfaction when I actually understood the text. Most importantly, it keeps me going. I love the textbook. It helps. A lot.

Sue's never giving up.
Press on, don't quit.
InsyaAllah, there will be light at the end of the tunnel, I've seen a glimpse of it yesterday (:

*these days, i feel like i'm falling out of fashion. I have to shop this weekend.*

Monday, May 18, 2009

Life is a battlefield
and i don't want to miss a thing.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Thanks for the wishes and gift.

Love Kraga Always(:

New Addiction: Kris Allen's Charming Voice.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Hersuriani Kalam

6th May 1991,

I was born.

Last wednesday, I turned 18.

and God, look at the date today!

I didn't expect my birthday to be history just like that without being able to find time to update about it here!

and to tell you the truth, it was actually the best birthday ever in my whole entire 18 years of living.

this year's celebration really reflects the true meaning of friendship and love.

It brought me tears of all positive nature.

Tears of happiness, appreciation, grateful and a lot of other emotions and feelings mixed in me.

No words can describe how proud and grateful i am to be where i am and have what i'm given.

Family.

Girlfriends.

Friends.

and Family.

You are the biggest; greatest; most significant gift ever. And i'm honored to receive that. This year's celebration was an eye-opening and definitely a memoriable one. Okay, shall stop pondering over the past and bore you people. Now for the gifts and celebrations recap! The day started off real smooth and typical. But it was kinda blue at first. Didn't get to see everyone at once although that's what i wished it could have been when i first reached school. But when it reached the end of the school day, Desiree, Neeena, Faaat and Fathin surprised me with this unique gift ever. An Awesome PINK Lamp, i shall call it(:

And the sweet part is, our pictures we took for the whole of last year were hanging around it. I was speechless. Literally.

It really brought smiles, tears and laughters to me, my day and my life in which it'll leave a mark in my heart, guys.. No matter where we go next, i will never possibly forget you people and what you've done for me.

It was the most precious, memoriable moment of my life.

It's my birthday and to have you guys around makes it even more special in EVERY way!

hahaa. guess, Dina is the best. No, really.

JUjuuuu. who has always been there as a listening ear since secondary school dayssss. it has been a while and we finally met that day. I had great fun chatting with you(: anddddd, the minute you said that you'll set aside time just for me really touched my heart alright!!! THANKS FOR BEING THERE!

My dear jesSICKO who made it all happen and made my birthday shine brighter than ever. Never will i forget such a true friend like you, sweeeeeets! LOVE YOU!!

And for those who turned up and organised the "surprise" party that evening, THANK YOUUUUU and i REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!

Jessica, Junru, Weimin, Mary, Leonard Liew, Wei Ming, Chuan Tong, Markus, Sean & Freddy. Thanks for making it such a grand and wonderful evening for me.

The cake.

The bash.

The never-ending singing of birthday songs for me (EVEN on the bus back home).

The Undue Influence of making me agree to a treat.

The presents and making me carry all of them myself from Tamp 1 to the interchange because you think that everyone should know i'm the birthday girl.

And the best part is, the lasting jokes and laughters and just being there for me.

I assume Secret Recipe has blacklisted us and is preventing any future birthday celebrations in their restaurant. Thanks all for making it happen and may our friendship lasts. Also, may all of us succeed in life and live prosperously ahead. LOVES(:

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Religious class was both blissful and fruitful as always. Only that today, Ustazah made the whole class read Surah Al-Fatehah for me as a form of a prayer and blessing for me with the intention of wishing me a happy birthday in advance and Ustazah did voice out her hopes of me becoming a person who is religious in all ways in the future. Really appreciate that and i wish I'd be one too, improving myself in all ways religiously as well as academically. I feel totally blessed today being in that particular class, making a lot of friends who i could interact well with throughout the years and having Ustazah Syahidah as our Ustazah has been a blessed opportunity as she has been there for us and always hoping for the best of all of us. I hope she's happy with her life and she's able to carry on and do her Masters like she always wanted! All the best, Ustazah. May Allah blessed you with a properous life ahead.

& SYUKRAN for the wishes (:

AYUNII; she who has always been my companion and cheering me up on every Sundays, no words can describe how precious this friendship is which is more like a sistership to me. I have always treated her like my very own younger sister. She, who has always been there, laughing; chatting along with me during class and playing a fool like always! i've always shared my life story with her and we'll tend to exchange viewpoints to make life easier. hahaaa. it's great meeting you, lil mate!! SYUKRAN to you too for making Sundays; FUNdays!

FIQ; you had my heart for the longest time ever. 3 days to 3 years and still counting! i've received a lot of remarks and reactions from all sorts of people around me once they hear of how long it has been for us.The only respond from me is that only God actually knows how it has been for both of us. Positive. We've been holding on to this relationship despite all the thick and thins of life and this relationship itself. 3 is just a digit, it's the experience and how sincere, true and pure this love is which matters more than anything else. And you and I know nobody but only He can set us apart. I hope we learnt from all our past mistakes and learnt from it. And may it somehow contribute to this relationship and make it an ever-lasting one. I have faith in this love and I'm confident of it. Are you? (:

Happy 3rd Year Anniversary, love.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

business ambassadors(:

although it's different from all the other IGs(interest groups) and CCAs, i have certainly enjoyed my time with the people in it. Working together for only a couple of events really taught me a lot. Like being PATIENT and PROFESSIONAL at all times. Besides that, it reflects ME. Because it's all about interacting. I certainly don't mind being in main committee and taking over public relation.

But is it enough?

Adventure Club is where i've been through a lot as well. But the people that i may bound to work with are less co-operative and honestly, the politics are vivid. But then again, i'm more worried of which committee would give me the opportunity to be a better person and shine in the future.. and most importantly, it has to benefit me and be my shining armour in order to face all challenges in Uni.

still contemplating and in search of a decision..

Friday, May 1, 2009

*Ok, this is ridiculous. Just to clear doubts, WE ARE NOT WORKERS FROM CHEERS!! Although the picture looks like it.

Kenneth,

My buddy. My clown. My bitching partner& my victim for PILLOW FIGHT(:

is 18 today!

hahaaa.

Ok, so where do i start. When there's good stuffs, there's always the rowdy side as well. The bitchings! Woo, man do we bitch a lot or what. hahaa. This dude, i first met at Adventure Club training. Sadly, he didn't stick around that muchh. But, he's a hell lot of fun. He's hilarious, able to be lame sometimes and basically, a friend who is always there when in neeeeeeeed!! xDD

I remembered the first time Nena introduced me to him during training, the minute we started a conversation, it's like full of laughters. And it was such a coincidence to land ourselves in the same empire! So we were like meant to be friends forever!! Remember when we were suppose to be paying attention during FO in the sports hall? Atikah and I not forgetting, this clown as well, we were lauging our lungs out for GOD-KNOWS-WHY. hahaaaa. Bet you're laughing about it right now while reading this, ken. =p

Just want to let you know that, no matter what happens, kenny. We'll be there for you. So don't be depressed all the time alright. Let it out and just express your feelings okay. You could just give me a call and i'll be there!! Happy Eighteenth alright and may you live a prosperous life aheadddddd. SMILES!

A person without a purpose is like a ship without a rudder.

--Thomas Carlyle